2023/12/11 GMT 12AM Updates:
took the pills at 7AM GMT and had a 1hr sleep
KRONIICHIWA!!!
AND NOW I AM BACK!
Music of the day...?


2023/12/11 GMT 6AM
Havent been updated for a weeks
and the first thing i gonna say is:
DON'T WITHDRAW SSRIs WITHOUT ASKING YOUR DOCTORS!!!!!
tl;dr
i was like: oh i forgot to take it yesterday, but its fine today so i guess it will be a great chance to stop using it!
the next day: hmmm headache... maybe my flu havent fully healed up yet?
three days after withdrawal: omg my head is like gonna kill itself off, its so fucking painful, am i getting a cancer???
the next day after that: i couldnt walk properly... i couldnt walk as fast as before(from up to 6km/h max to limited at 3km/h, due to dizziness), and i am sweat like i just got a shower and i feel very cold gosh i think i will be dead the next day but i got CET-4 this weekend... omg i want to kill myself to stop the pain...
today: i wanna puke... i am so weak... no matter what i done i just feel bad... headache is no longer a big problem cauz i took painkiller. but i wanna puke... i feel really bad, i even take a day off today, thank god i ask for a break today or i will be found dead inside the classroom
After searching the web and the manual of that SSRI pills(Paroxetine)
and i found out that basically all of the syndrome matches up the drop of the pills
alright and now i take it back... hope i will get better tonight(it takes some time to be in force anyway, gonna have a quick nap afterall)


things aside
i bought a GPS module and a tiny 1.9inch OLED display for my RPi Pico
gonna have some fun out of that lol
had a meal with my parents last weekend
and my Splatoon 2 arrived
and my plan is to buy a Wii U after i finish the exam, as a x-mas present for myself(Gamecube and Wii and Wii U games in a box??? gonna buy it for sure! nicknamed: Trinity (not that "Trinity" btw)

speaking of vtuber, just discover her:

gotta admit, i was a bit "wanna cry" and feel very sad when watching her 100k sub stream

thats it for the moment, see ya next post!